Deeper

I grab the knife, As if its nothing. I know it can take my life away, but I could care less. I put the knife into my skin. I cant feel a thing. I stab it in deeper, the memories are floating back. Us walking into the streets, holding hands, you whispering "I love you" I can feel the blood gushing out, but theres no pain. I remember laying in your arms, I remember every word you said. I stab the knife in deeper. I try not to shout. The deeper it goes, the more memories come out. I've never seen so much blood in my life, all because memories of us. I just cant believe your okay. I take the knife out and throw it. Watching the blood come out, it doesn't phase me