Dedicated To My Best Friend , Collaboration With White Sage

My dear...oh my dear You left me alone in this cruel world, alone to this cold which is bare Dear friend of mine, gone without even a goodbye I came to visit you over and over again but i wasn't allowed Said it was your wish to be remembered as pretty as you always were , you didn't want me to see you in a bad way I was promised that I'll see you when you get better , they swore After a while you fought with all of your strength and it did work you were better but still didn't want to see anyone , not yet Need to get your beautiful golden hair growing and your cheeks to get red like they always were. Your beautiful smile , oh my dear I still see it as I used to walk through the door and see you smiling back to me I've waited to see your call , waited to see your face that I miss again but here it goes again  when you thought that the devious cancer left your mortal body it came back immortal in you Just over night it spread in your angelic body and ran you through It killed your little kind soul Never had the chance to hold you one last time Never had the chance to see you one last time Never had the chance to say goodbye I miss you so much , you absence left me to pains that only God knows Can't hear your voice again, can i bear this pain? Can't hold your hands again, can I bear this pain? Can't walk aside you again, can I bear this pain? Can't discuss with you again, can I bear this pain? Wished there was a last moment with you Wished I could kiss your forehead before your soul away flew Wished my presence could be there to escort you into the blue Friend, i need you so bad , I'm suffering from very deep down I need your words, I need the fun Can't believe that you've gone Can't imagine you've been buried, didn't you only slept? Soil! Bring me back my friend, she can't leave me yet! I can't get it , that beautiful little girl had died? she's notgoing to come back and I'll never see her again It's not fair, still too young , 20 years old...It's not fair to suffer in your last days , to suffer as your breath fly away I wish I have the power to get you back' Cause I still don't believe it , I feel like I'm in some nightmare I refuse to believe that ruthless cancer defeated you and took your lovely Innocent soul I can't ,I won't! Dedicated to my best friend the most beautiful and kind person in the world sadeem al-hussan who died through cancer , on Tuesday 12/1/2016 , she was 20 years old , I ask you all please to pray for her , rest upon her soul.