Death, Deastructoin, and Chaos

The music is so deafening, But I can't hear a sound. My heart is even racing, Yet no one hears a sound. Death, Destruction, and Chaos Hatred spinning wild... Faces smile all around us, Deluting your small child. Indulgence is growing stronger, For the pain I feel inside. this heart I have... Killing all I have to hide. I loath those who tread happiness, Sympathizing those who don't... I go on with my futile life, Because sadness is for what I hope. As a misgrient of life, I walk in my living grave... Wondering... hoping today could be my last Only to be disappointed and delayed.