Dear Virgo

A thought about losing you is much crueler Than never having had you But is it better to have loved and lost, Than never to have loved at all? I have lost the battle between my mind and my heart The battle of responding to question-whys Though my mind sighs My heart still tries We started with a simple hello And ended up with a complicated hell no! Like, when it’s real, should one walk away? Like, love that we cannot have, is that the strongest? Last the longest or hurt the deepest? The one that I don’t fall asleep to extremes, Because reality is better than my dreams? Thorny feelings and frightening screams, In my life, now here’s the real Ghost that seems? Yesterday we were on the same page with ease, Today you are the chalk and I am the cheese? How do I explain how I miss you in length? Your charming smile that always thaws my depth By flashing your teeth I always see happiness laying underneath Your character that imprisonments my heart Made me forgot I had other worlds And with very little words You always turned a small cell into my whole universe Though these words might seem like another line of verse Trust me a lot more are stuck in my throat, and that’s worse I treasure what we had if we had, what we have if we have With every pace of it, wave of it, sound of it, crave of it And promise to love you forever for the sake of it For whether beauty or wealth, better or worse Or these all, or all, or more Perhaps what was between our two lips a while ago Wasn’t destined to reach us in the long go But perhaps also what’s underneath two mountains Could be destiny that is trying to reach us I trust my ego Dear beautiful Virgo