Dear Lord

Forgive me dear Lord, For I have sinned in so many ways. I have done a lot of wrong in my life, That’s it so hard for me to explain. At times I have lost faith in you, So much I did not even care. I did the things I wanted to do, Because I thought life was so unfair. I know I have disappointed you, So I feel like you have abandoned me. I feel like there’s no point in praying anymore, Because you hate the person I turned out to be. I ask you for your help dear Lord, Because I feel lost in all my sorrows. I hate the way I have been feeling lately, That I really don’t want to see tomorrow. I feel so angry each day of my life, That I let out my steam on others. No one really knows what I’m going through, Not even my father or mother. I toss and turn and cry each night, Because of thoughts that go through my mind. I regret the decisions and actions I’ve made, And with disappointment I close my eyes and sigh. So now I turn to you dear Lord, And hope that you will forgive me. Help me get through these hard times of mine, And be the person I should be.