Dear Diary

Dear Diary, let me share my thoughts and concepts I try and keep it simple even though my thoughts are complex Dear Diary you're the only one allows me to open up I just hope you don't reveal my secrets after I close the book I'm not that great of a poet i'm trying to get my Pen game up Do people understand and relate to my Insane touch? I'm open about being Bipolar, so why do some get shocked when I have an insane moment? All I've got is me, myself and I, the World is my opponent The tears I can't cry are what the pen leaks on you The wounds that haven't healed are what I let bleed on you You've seen me cut the whole world off and still reach for you A blank page or 2 is all I ever need from you Remember that girl who asked if I'd ever been Touched like that? Followed it up by asking if i'd ever felt love like that? Said she's pretty sure I've never felt a Rush like that But all of my feelings and emotions were Pushed right back I've been hurt so much that my heart won't allow me to show it So even if I did like her I won't allow her to know it But I told you that I wish I had the strength to lower my guard for her The world gets my smiles and laughs, but you get my scars and hurt Dear Diary thank you for being there when I have no one else You made me realise I feel things I never knew I felt Dear diary you're the only one who let's me open up I just hope you don't reveal my secrets when I leave you a closed book