Daughter To Father

Daughter "2" Father
Hey, Dad, can I talk to you?
I understand the things you’ve been through 
But look at what I've been through
I survived and forgive you
For me life was like cleats
Sorrow was inside me, but the pain cut deep
There were times I could not sleep
My stomach empty cause no food to eat
Get up for school every day stumbling to stand on my feet
People laughed at me cause I stumbled
That’s cause I was weak
I never let anyone know what was going on inside of me
I was so numb I could not speak
I was once a product of my community
No one knew I packed heat
Did what I had to do so your family could eat
I looked at you and your family you left behind
Could not end up in a penitentiary
Too many people counting on me
Praying to God to keep me free
Sometimes questioning if God cared for me
Many a times I prayed to Satan for help
Envying people for what Satan gave them… he gave them wealth
I knew this was God testing me to see
If I was ready to give my life to him
And to continue to receive his protection over me
You said I’d find no glass slippers in my future
But I found glass everywhere cause you left the family in despair
In this cold world, you didn’t care
No prince charming to come into my life
I refuse to be like my mother a desperate housewife
I understand where you came from in your life
But, running from what you made and not supporting your children or wife
Even though we didn’t understand each other
I respected you cause you were my father
After graduation I found a job
To take care of your responsibilities
I was a father, mother and sister too
I did what a real Dad would do
Walked around mad at the world I should have been mad at you
You took your mickey out to be a man
When your wife said she pregnant you ran
Damn, I am at a loss for words, I don’t understand
When you take your mickey out it’s a plan!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020


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Date: 5/17/2020 2:25:00 PM
All of which make you the person you are today. It took decades for me to understand my father returned from WWII with substantial hearing loss and PTSD and decades for him to come to terms as to why he survived and his friends did not. We can only learn from their mistakes - and ours - and move on! Aloha! Rico
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