Darkness and Scars

"Insecurities and scars, in this messed up world that's how I got it all. Endless sadness, endless worthlessness and wishing the emptiness would fade. I wish I could go back in time to stop myself from making that mistake. Because all I am now is anger and misery. Disgusted with the woman I've became. I'm absolutely nothing compared to what felt like it was just yesterday. I've let myself fall and now I can't get back up. I'm sinking further and further into this hole. I don't know if I even want to come back up from this dark depressing hole that has become my life. Oh how amazing and horrifying just one year of time can make your life."