Darkness

Darkness Alone I wander in increasing darkness, an endless black hole the pain never ends. I do not hurt on the outside, my leg is not broken, my face is not scarred, but my mind is dying. I do not have words, I cannot explain, There is no sense no simple reason. I cannot pull myself together, snap out of it, or turn my frown upside down. I can only cry deep down inside, the part you cannot see. It is so black, I wish it would end it is a pain that sometimes, only death can release. Be assured I do not want to die, Just to escape from the darkness in my soul. I cannot pretend to be happy, to make you all feel better. I cannot stop the pain I feel, Cannot, cannot be a person Im not. So do not ask, just listen, hold me when the pain is bad. Be there when I need you most Do not say words I cannot hear. Im working through the darkness, I need to hold your hand. I need to know you wont leave That you'll try to understand. I cannot give you logic, I cannot give you answers. I can only be me in a dark dark world, Will you walk with me? In Memory of Mork, a part of my childhood now gone. 13/8/14.