Darkest Hour

I'd abandoned friends been deserted by family a sight dark to the end in a state unmanly Friends with fake colours I'd left behind me forgotten by a sister and brother unkindly It was the darkest hour my life hadn't prepare for never would I cowar uncaring though uncared for Anger above all I'd known forcing me to go it alone in tears I groan the dread of no one but my own I could of gone back to cannabis or got cans to get pissed smashed up anything in bliss but I thought I'm not having this The lonely dawning path before me somehow assured there's something more I have leading to a reward In that moment in an unknown exclusion an alien in an unforeseen reality instinct found an uncharted conclusion swallow pride and let the anger out of me I picked up and object and let my feelings known it was a pencil wrote a poem found a blissful zone Something I'd never thought of saw me saved if not for poetry evil would be laid