Dare Not Raise My Sight And Ask How And Why

Dare Not Raise My Sight And Ask How And Why 

It is my time one other lesson to learn 
And see through pain truths that me burn
In life nothing for granted is to gain
To wage wars against kismet is vain
Or think to a life through me I could belong 
And own the right to show right from wrong 
One other lesson despite what I am of age 
To reconsider what I feel and think is sage
So humble to God that I dare not lament and whine 
I just have to bow and ask not to be a soul of no spine
Rather able to endure what makes a backbone bend
Not a human of fake strength trying to everything mend
A human.. a  woman of super powers.. what a fallacy !
Am of flesh and soul.. how it could be ? Have a mercy !
As a restless river my emotions abruptly flow 
When hampered, they inundate unable to slow
With my oversight I failed to God’s grace praise 
Abundantly blessed I recall how I was in a daze
Overwhelmed and seized by a heavy heart and many a sigh
I moaned but dare not raise my sight and ask how and why
The reason of mind a language the heart would reprehend 
In its pain or rhapsody so blurred to see and comprehend 
I pray to God scorching drops of pain dry and wane 
Like a land that has to drink and absorb a ravaging rain
May God forgive my frailty His celestial wisdom couldn’t see
And empty my soul from disquiet to find the path of serenity 
Nothing is under my control despite what I do and desire
God’s goodness and grace if not perceived the soul is afire 
In the tranquility of my poetry my soul I bare and translate 
My wounds in words I breathe.. in me what is dark illuminate.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024

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George Avatar
November 15, 2024 at 8:27 PM
I sense the tone of deep melancholy in your words and your struggle to spring back in resilience. Life is never easy. The unexpected happens in life at unanticipated moments and we can only succumb to God's will without asking why and how. Let us be thankful for the happy moments that descend between grave moments and seek the guidance of God in everything. You are truly a wonderful person and I am sure God is with you and He will turn tables when the ripe time comes. Stay Blessed dear one.
Riabi Dziri Avatar
November 16, 2024 at 12:35 AM
You have deeply delved into the chambers of my heart and seen the grief and sorrow.. you met my tears and touched my fears.. and you have felt my deep surrender to the will and grace of God bowing to His wisdom.. showing a great Faith and gratitude to all His blessings.. My dear Valsa you are a true poetess of beauty and sensitivity you have the gift of Love that empowers you to see through souls and able to find soothing sensible insightful words that bring peace and bliss.. THANK YOU SO MUCH. God bless your amazing soul. Stay always blessed. Love and hugs.
Callus Avatar
July 7, 2024 at 8:26 AM
Experience teaches us that nothing can be taken for granted, nor can we rest on our laurels, dear Besma! Wise are those who admit to frailty and pray for divine help. ~ Your poem shows what strength of character you possess, and I am sure that you'll find serenity in the paths of life even in the most difficult times. ~ Warm regards my friend // paul
Riabi Dziri Avatar
July 9, 2024 at 6:52 AM
So kind and elating are your words, Paul! I'm deeply grateful to you for reading my inner voice and hearing the echo of my suffering soul.. I feel so relieved when I recognise my frailty to God and those I trust.. I always try to learn my lessons and walk paths that would heal and help me see better and grow.. I highly appreciate your honouring presence and so wonderful response to my humble poetry.. God bless your amazing insightful soul.. always an immense pleasure to read you. Best regards.
Buhagiar Avatar
June 28, 2024 at 10:31 PM
There is an undercurrent of sadness in your poem. However, God is compassionate and will eventually lead you to heavenly bliss. Well written Besma.
Riabi Dziri Avatar
June 29, 2024 at 2:28 AM
So much pleased by your visit dear Victor.. and so much appreciative of your beautiful feedback! Thank you so much.. God bless you.
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