Dangerous Love

I wake up, tell myself it's all in my head So many things I try to defend But I always come back to, How selfish you were in the end Time-wasted Memories-forced to become outdated The wounds I have now, turned into scars Permanent Now I'm questioning how is it I got this far Words said, actions done Still trying to understand, analyze The size Of the bag of lies .. spoken Now a part of me is left broken Picking up the pieces Putting it on the shelf Unsure of how to mend myself While you're at work Giving yourself to another Not even a bother Of what was left behind So I'm back at square one Filling blank pages with jumbled thoughts Crying in the middle of the night Images in my head Carrying you permanently on my right shoulder I will never regret you You'll always be a part of everything I do On my heart like a tattoo I'll always love you