Christy Edgley Poet Rhyme

Curse In the Mind

I can’t stop thinking about her
I let her too close
She stole from me
She broke up my family

I felt sorry for her
I let her in
I let her in my personal space
‘’In the name of Jesus”, she would say
Smiling in my face

I let her close to me and my kids
My husband(at the time) and I more often than ever would fight
Then the evil snake that she is, she strikes
And wins
Now I can never trust again

I thought she was my only friend
All I could think about is them together all the time
And demons laughing at me
Curse of the mind

I guess thats what drives me crazy
I open the door for them to both betray me

I was too friendly but not smart
Too trusting at heart

Strange to say
It’s not him that so much bothers me
It was the fact that I was there for her when in need

At times I feel like she was better than me
But I know she’s not
She will never really have what I got


She will always be that other woman
And I will always be his first wife
And if he’s that weak
Then he was never good enough for me

I need a man that is strong
And that he loves me through all my rights and wrongs
And I love him for everything that he is
And that we work it out
And we don’t give up on each other or quit

I blame myself
Cause I should have known
I’ve seen her as a friend
Now my husband is gone

Why am I looking for her constantly?
Wanting to know more about her
Emailing her at every email I think is hers
This is crazy
Something is wrong with me

I been trying to find her online
Why am I doing this
Am I crazy
I’m losing my mind

This woman is a snake
I feel like she betrayed me in my face
I am full of anger and hate
She cursed me
She took what’s mine
Curse of the mind

I wish I had some closure
In fact I wish I never got to know her
The woman he still with
I wish I never let her in
 The type of women I wish didn’t even exist
How do I truly get over this

Pray for me
Pray that I am released from this curse
Of betrayal and emotional pain
Because this is driving me insane

I don’t want to think about their relationship
Which is based on infidelity
It has nothing to with me
But I think about it all the time
Curse in the mind

I pray and I declare in the name of Jesus Christ
That I am free
I plead the blood of Jesus over me and my family
No longer cursed
No longer hurt
No longer cursed in my mind
Curse reversed to them 
In God’s perfect time

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James Edward Lee Sr. June 4, 2019 at 8:42 PM Very! deep and surreal a trying man, a trying woman needs just one RIGHT woman/man... Not a perfect one..but an ALWAYS Forgiving person.. lovely verse. Write on. James