Curse In the Mind

I can’t stop thinking about her I let her too close She stole from me She broke up my family I felt sorry for her I let her in I let her in my personal space ‘’In the name of Jesus”, she would say Smiling in my face I let her close to me and my kids My husband(at the time) and I more often than ever would fight Then the evil snake that she is, she strikes And wins Now I can never trust again I thought she was my only friend All I could think about is them together all the time And demons laughing at me Curse of the mind I guess thats what drives me crazy I open the door for them to both betray me I was too friendly but not smart Too trusting at heart Strange to say It’s not him that so much bothers me It was the fact that I was there for her when in need At times I feel like she was better than me But I know she’s not She will never really have what I got She will always be that other woman And I will always be his first wife And if he’s that weak Then he was never good enough for me I need a man that is strong And that he loves me through all my rights and wrongs And I love him for everything that he is And that we work it out And we don’t give up on each other or quit I blame myself Cause I should have known I’ve seen her as a friend Now my husband is gone Why am I looking for her constantly? Wanting to know more about her Emailing her at every email I think is hers This is crazy Something is wrong with me I been trying to find her online Why am I doing this Am I crazy I’m losing my mind This woman is a snake I feel like she betrayed me in my face I am full of anger and hate She cursed me She took what’s mine Curse of the mind I wish I had some closure In fact I wish I never got to know her The woman he still with I wish I never let her in The type of women I wish didn’t even exist How do I truly get over this Pray for me Pray that I am released from this curse Of betrayal and emotional pain Because this is driving me insane I don’t want to think about their relationship Which is based on infidelity It has nothing to with me But I think about it all the time Curse in the mind I pray and I declare in the name of Jesus Christ That I am free I plead the blood of Jesus over me and my family No longer cursed No longer hurt No longer cursed in my mind Curse reversed to them In God’s perfect time