Curse

This curse inside me It can't go away I was given this when I was born I have been bearing it till today This curse inside me May be difficult to trust My weirdness and the darkness Only left questions to be asked This curse inside me It makes people suffer It make others freaked and bleed It is unlike any other This curse inside me Haunts everyone's mind It tries to break them apart To destroy of what Life had design This curse inside me It controlled me inside Unable to manipulate it My cursed secret I can't hide This curse Is the roots of all darkness When I screamed in fear Brings my world only in emptiness What a curse to bear Too much pain I am bleeding inside myself With this unhealed Curse This curse It listened to my heart My desire It is dark This is a curse It is scary It made me mad Loose my mind Loose my control Only left me To be upset My curse My destiny is this curse A curse i have to bear Till my desire Is fulfilled This is a curse A scream and pain In my head It never stops It made me cry My tears longing for survival My life is sacrifice with this path I have to take This task I have to take Cry for controlled I asked God! Can't take it! Can't bear it! Others can suffer too because Of this curse Of this undesirable curse! I need mercy! i need time! I can't hide anymore! It cause betrayal! It caused nothing else but Pain Unwanted pain! My heart wants normality! But.. Hear my cry I love this curse A way to suvive Accepted by my birth