Crying Away My Life

IT’S HARD TO BELIEVE THAT I STILL CRY OVER ANYTHING, SOMETHING, AND NOTHING A SAD MOVIE, THE WAY I FEEL, THE WAY I THINK THIS IS THE WAY I’VE BEEN SINCE MY MAM DIED TEARS JUST SEEM TO STREAM FROM MY EYES AT THE THOUGHT OR SOUND OF ANYTHING SAD AND AT THE SAME TIME MY STOMACH ACHES AS IF IT’S FULL OF PAIN, AND GRIEF AND AT ALL MY MISTAKES MY WHOLE BODY FEELS AS THOUGH IT SHAKES WHEN I THINK OF MY LIFE WHEN I THINK OF MY BEAUTIFUL WIFE WHEN I THINK OF MY BOYS I LIVED MY LIFE TO FIND A WIFE BUT REALLY IT WAS JUST A WAY OF LIFE BUT WHEN I LOST THEM, I LOST MY LIFE EVEN NOW I’M STILL BY MYSELF I FIND IT SO HARD TO BE ALONE I HOPE AND PRAY THAT ONE DAY MY LIFE WILL ONCE AGAIN BECOME WHOLE AND TO HAVE A LIFE AGAIN ONCE MORE