Consumed In Fire, Consumed With Hate

My words gave me comfort when I was so consumed by pain They kept me grounded kept me sane For hours minutes days even years But today all my effort only brings hot burning tears My heart squeezing so tight that air doesn't enter my lung Yet still my way only **** is flung I can't think past this moment past this last broken day With the morning comes the price I must pay For today the cost was me in my entirety No since in the hurt or the anxiety I lost to a rot filled existence It never changed no matter my persistence Years now I was broken again and again Now Id love to feel even broken within Numb after so many blows I received Survival seems to be all my mind conceived Over and over beaten each time, yet loving once more And no reason to had continued I mean what for To be consumed by that which I can't create People pretending to care perhaps too late Its over, no more can my reality relate Consumed in fire consumed with hate…