Confusion

Confusion runs rampent in me. I no longer know who I am, or am ment to be. I lost myself sometime ago. I lost myself when...I do not know. I try to think of what I've become. Only to find that I've come undone. My mind and heart do not agree. And causes a struggle inside of me. To be with one or to be alone. Or to hide the feelings for which I have shown. My heart, Tis split in two. My mind dosen't know what to do. I want them both yet I want none. Then I tell myself what have I done. I need to get away and think for a change. But to leave would feel all to strange. My thoughts jump from crisis to crisis. While my heart thinks of love, why is this. Only time will tell when this will end. And I fear there will be to many wounds to mend