Confused

I am confused I sit at home and wonder why I honestly don’t know I try to do something but can’t figure out what The sky would be blue and weather would be nice But I just sit inside and think whether I wanna go outside The pool water the right temperature Cool enough to chill the thermometer That doesn’t make sense because I’m confused All night I sit up and think when will I ever not be confused I have no idea whether to go to bed or just stay up all night I don't think i can do both but that's only because I’m confused Confused what does it mean I have no idea I’m just a confused girl with unused potential