Confused.

its confusing. the way he treats me. the way he got over her just like that. the way she says my name. the way she pretends that its okay. it makes me mad just to think about it. why are they like this.to me,. they might not mean to do it to me. but it affects me.they are part of my life. it affects me. i love them.they mean something to me. i want to just forget about them. to walk out of their lifes.just like that. forget about them and move on with my life. i cant.& i wont. because i love them. because they dont just hurt me. they make me insanly happy. &when they do that.they do mean to do it to me. i need them.i want them. & im not going to loose them.