Comfort Zone

Dwelling in my satisfaction of being alone my depression can get so deep feeling like a ghost stepping in and out of my own reality society has already labeled me So I pray God please catch me before I drift away battle with myself daily taking pills soon to realize there's no happy pill people telling me you can't be happy until u learn how to love yourself looking in the mirror and I don't like what I see It's not all about image but what have I accomplish? who I allowed to get in my way I floated way from my dreams Mercy from people starts to fade once you reach that adult age cold judgement because I didn't live up to your expectation Thrown under the bus by familiar faces kicked and I'm already down driven over like a dead rodent in the pigment on the ground then you expect me to resurrect myself I'm only human I don't have the strength of Christ who carried society on his back I'm all out of strength so I don't have the strength to fight back feeling like one man against an army and you expect me to fight that hiding like a tortoise in his shell I don't want to answer my phone hoping I can defeat this depression next season until then I just want to be left alone I'm hibernating I call it my comfort zone.