Cold Night

I look up at the sky, I'm wondering how you're doing tonight. The crisp air, sends shivers down my spine. That same shiver when I found out you died. It's been almost two years, and I know I should move on. But there's a part of me that's missing, and it won't let me get strong. As I look at the stars, I start to wonder, why did you have to plunder, away from us all? I'll never really know the purpose for you to die, but I can't just sit around and cry. At times when the world seems perfect, I still think that you are around. I drive by your house, but it's not yours anymore. You're place is in Heaven. That cold fatal night, when I couldn't go, I thought I'd see you tomorrow though. Who would have known, this would be our last time we ever said a word. Because then... you crashed. Crashed away from my world, disappeared into the sky, and I don't understand, why you had to die.