Cluster Mind

It’s becoming so hard to sleep at night as I turn and toss, I’m trying to gather all my thoughts in my head but my psyche feels so lost, I have visions of you dancing around within my head, You are the new mistress that I have allowed to creep into my bed. I can see the silhouette of your body as you turn and move, Your eyes, your lips, your legs, got me all hypnotize by the way your body grooves, But this cannot be these feelings are not to come, I’m a married man now so the dating life is supposed to be done! We’ve all played that game before and have received nothing in return, Yet, here I am pondering these thoughts so I guess my lesson was not learned, Everyday I return home to my wife, who embraces me with hugs, But I feel so guilty because when we’re together it’s another face I see while we’re making love! “Dear Lord, please help me because I know I’m going to sin,” I see no painless resolution to this because there is no way I can win, On one hand I have a woman that brings so much passion into my life, And on the other hand is the woman I gave my vows to so she could become my wife! I need to end this now; I know I need to get a grip, I want to stay with my wife but I do fear I’m going to slip, How can one be in love and then lose hope within a matter of time, “Lord, please come to me now and help me defuse my cluster mind!” “Always Honor Thy Vows”