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Clocks That Run

Clocks that Run 

Backwards to my day. 
I pray first and start off right. 
I don’t think I will make it through, 
if I do not. It is rough out there. 

I fight my way
from sheets to the seat, 
of my car. 
I fight my way
out the drive, 
down the street, 
and to the place I live… 
work. 

I battle and decide changes,
and things that matter, 
to no one that cares at all. 
I break, 
long enough to inhale bad air,
and cigarettes. 
No changes
to the moment. 
I finish late, 
past 5:00 
or 6:00 
or 7:00 
or…

Homeward.
Across the great divide. 
The one 
that is between me and living. 
I go there to sleep and eat. 
I think I have family there…
Somewhere?

I come back home
to do as I am told. 
I need a new life, 
or a new clock. 
or both.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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November 25, 2019 at 3:50 AM
It is rough out there, but I sense you are made of strong stuff Ann. If this is from your heart, you know what you must do ...and one must always be true to their heart. Always. Reading your poems and your comments, you have a legion of strong allies batting for you. But it is only within oneself, one takes the leap of faith in one's decisions, holding courage firmly by the reigns. Leanne X
Wolf Avatar
November 24, 2019 at 7:15 PM
Sounds like a new life is for you! I got depressed just reading this! So, as a poem, it's very effective, Ann. :) gw
Foster Avatar
November 24, 2019 at 7:29 PM
That is okay. Puts you in a mood, then write your way back out... lol... that is the fun part... I am working on Christmas and Holiday but they keep heading back toward Halloween. Argg...alas... I will try again. :)
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November 24, 2019 at 5:05 PM
This is incredible Ann. I totally love it, but me being in the same situation, gate it. I can relate to what you have expressed so well. Thank you.
Foster Avatar
November 24, 2019 at 5:15 PM
I wish it were not so... for you ... or for me.. or anyone else... It is just the way... of things... We must remember priorities... and make new lists as we can. Have a lovely day or night, where ever in the world you are... now. Ty for stopping by... and ty for your kind remarks... Ann
May Avatar
November 24, 2019 at 5:02 PM
My sweet friend Ann, Smile you still got me, WAIT!! I am not that great!! Love Ya Sis!! As my old friend the Silent One said! I hope all is okay?
Foster Avatar
November 24, 2019 at 5:13 PM
The soup is so kind.. full of heroes and angels that speak in words... whispered, and sometimes sang... all is well... ty however... God give you the very nicest day. Ann
One Avatar
November 24, 2019 at 4:42 PM
you are writing a lot of sad poetry recently, i hope you are ok.. i felt the angst in this one...
Foster Avatar
November 24, 2019 at 5:11 PM
You are so sweet. I am okay. My son is disabled... he has my heart in knots, that do not have enough time to be undone, before I am gone. ... It gets better. God ever has His hand, and Angels come when called... truly... I know. Ty ... Ann
Woodrow Avatar
November 24, 2019 at 2:17 PM
awesome write though rather depressing in its message - a situation so many are caught in :)
Foster Avatar
November 24, 2019 at 3:18 PM
Thinking in circles today. Ty for your kind comments. Ann
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