Clawing Me Back

Sometimes my mind takes me on a journey
To that cave i hid in as a child
And i picture everything so clearly 
Like im there before your angry bloodshot eyes
The object of all your hate
Where im doubled over from the blows
I can smell the vomit in the corner
As you rub my face in it
I shiver to my core from those fearful nights
Alone without light
I hear myself whimper from the pain 
A life you totally disdain

And then i snap out of it like a man awaking from a coma. 
And i breathe in the Aroma of freedom
Of this reality
And you cant claw me back
For through my God centered spirituality
I realize i have forgiven you
And i am truly free to be me
And to never be like you.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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May 15, 2016 at 1:01 AM
Forgiveness is the best medicine .. Carl ... this is a great way to express the positive aroma of being free. Your first few lines captured the essence of a child with so much pain and discomfort (hate) on the inside. Wow.... I'm always looking forward to reading your poetry....Luv Linda
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