Child of Drug Addicts

We were warned never to share “our business” with anybody
Especially the social workers, nurses or school teachers.
They were the enemy and would “take us away”.
Our terror was the idea of what strangers could do to us.
At least our mother was always sorry later.
She loved us, right?  We knew not to touch her stash.
It was important to not get in her way when she was angry too.

She brought lots of new daddies home.
They were of various shapes and sizes.
Some of them brought alcohol, this made her happy.
Once in a while they would bring the stuff that went up her nose.
This made her happier, until she came crashing down.
One thing for certain, most of these daddies did not want us around.
We could get locked out for hours while they were there.
We knew to never expect anything good out of them.
One or two pretended to like us, but we knew better.

Every once in a while we would get one who would bring food.
This made us happy, but it would not last usually.
Knowing this, we hid food away, for later.
Sometimes there would be dancing and laughter.
These were the good days.
As long as we kept quiet 
And kept our “business” to ourselves
things would be okay. Bruises and welts heal.
As long as we are not taken away, things will be okay.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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Wolf Avatar
April 19, 2021 at 9:08 PM
And we wonder where the 'Codes of Silence' amongst police and firefighters came from?!! Your poem tells all, Caren. Nice work. ~ gw
Krutsinger Avatar
April 20, 2021 at 5:08 PM
Thank you. Very much.
Gelok Avatar
April 19, 2021 at 11:29 AM
So very sad but true. Poor kids being brought up in these situations. Is it any wonder so often they become users too. Lets all try to save them in some way...volunteering sounds like a great way to possible give the kids hope.
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April 19, 2021 at 7:28 PM
I have mixed feelings about giving them hopes, because they are totally devastated when someone smacks it away again.So incedibly sad are these little ones, still I strive to uplift them, and make them smile at least for a tiny bit of a day.
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April 19, 2021 at 10:35 AM
Imagine me bringing dozens of daddies home, i hadn't been on one date for 13 years until my husband Elias took a chance phoning me as he had heard i'd been divorced for years - very sad Caren. Hugs an blessings, Jennifer.
Krutsinger Avatar
April 19, 2021 at 7:28 PM
It is so sad, but some of these "Daddies" are pedophilles, wanting only to be left with the children.
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April 18, 2021 at 6:54 PM
Wow, Caren, it's such a shame that so many kids today are being raised like you have described. My niece, a social worker, said, "You don't want to get involved with that these days," when I suggested doing some tutoring or substitute teaching. Must be bad out there...and potentially dangerous.
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April 19, 2021 at 2:14 AM
It is bad, but it is also so REWARDING to volunteer in a gradeschool and watch the lightbulbs go off when you actually teach a child their alphabet or how to do a math problem and we NEED volunteers so badly. Please consider it!
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