Charles Bonnet Syndrome

I see the garden erupt in an Edwardian funeral,
I see nodding leilandii boil
into a plumed-horse procession,
fuchsia a parade of red-cassocked priests.

I see the window and street beyond, contract
with macular degeneration.

The unrecognised visitors are
sudden, they change suddenly.

Tear streaked children descent
and ascent the stairs, robed in blue and rose,
but they do not accuse me, or humiliate me,
jeer or seek to seduce me.

In the garden I breathe the gasp of last year's leaves I find a handkerchief in mid-air as the afternoon pours itself through a thousand gutters and down-pipes a sky-coloured handkerchief, spotted orange.
I understand dementia's brother has crept into my optical tract, while memory fills the dark with fantasy patterns: a man walks toward me, smiling: he wears a dressing gown, he needs a shave; a man of similar demeanour to how I might appear, if reflected in a window against a darkening afternoon.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

Poem

Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Ajmal Avatar
July 5, 2018 at 9:02 AM
You have written this piece really beautifully and it certainly was a really knowledgeable write for me, as I am interested in diseases, I know a little about it that because of it we can lose our vision and we also mostly see things which are not really there, it is sad to know that your father suffered from it, good luck and have a really nice day
Lamoureux Avatar
June 29, 2018 at 7:23 AM
Your writing is superb. I am surprised this piece has not had more responses.
Riabi Dziri Avatar
May 27, 2018 at 7:42 PM
Standing ovation for your lofty and heartfelt write! You impressively moved from the culminating event down to unfolding painful memories.. A gracious depiction of aching nostalgia wrapped in an amazing and unique imagery.. I read your genuine write more than once to get into the core of your gem. Thank you for sharing dear Yasmin. Stay blessed.
Pandit Avatar
May 27, 2018 at 4:20 PM
Well written Yazmin..makes one one wonder what life has planned in the future as we age..a reflective poem.
Cunningham Avatar
May 27, 2018 at 2:02 PM
Had to look this up as I'd never heard of it before. You've certainly captured it well in your write Yazmin. What a terrible condition to have. Tom.
Cunningham Avatar
May 27, 2018 at 2:20 PM
So sorry to hear that Yazmin.
Malik Avatar
May 27, 2018 at 2:06 PM
Thank you Tom, My father suffered from this condition <3
Get a Premium Membership
Turn off ads, get more exposure for your poetry, and get more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Diverse Voices: The Poetry of Human Rights and the Pursuit of Peace