Chaotic Thoughts

Awaken in this reality, This realm of chaos and Utter confusion, I'm lost yet I'm comforted by the noise in The air that I find my Thoughts drowned. What you ask is Not of me to partake, for I've missed my turn at Being cared for, the way I care for all of you. How could this Be? I've not an Ounce, an inch, a clue of How this came to be. Mass destruction lingers...I cry - Time ticks on and On. Childish imperfections are Frank and apparent like unto The stench of mold, the Taste of rot..! Am I alone in this Struggle? This battle? This fight? I Must be - for one look in each Direction leaves emptiness of miles And miles long- But - thanks to you and You and --- (sigh) I've found strength in All I do I've found courage to Stand on two, I've grown up when I Could have fallen- I've tried harder when I could have Quit. Thanks to these, at times Impossible feats I've become a person of Stature, One that others might choose To befriend. Although time does Fade and Open wounds do heal And people forgive (some Forget,) I do love but... I will always remember.