Change In Me
Oh lord I'm changing,
So rapidly and drastically..
I know not what i'm doing..
I try to find myself in me.
Don't exactly remember
who I was and what I am now..
Time passes as it does
But this time has let
this change to reality
Times there are that I wonder
Why am I surrounded by so
many
Indifferent people around me
Or am I the the alien one
Can't live my life through with
it
Can't change myself for
something
That I never was and never will
be
Every day i wake up
Look myself in the mirror
'Disgusted' utters for the vision
itself
Oh, such is the pain i'm living
in
Most people choose to move on
Well i wish to stay,
To keep a hold to myself..
To be my own guardian angel.
I'm so lost that when i look
behind
I cannot remember
When I was true to myself.
The road i'm in right now
Is so long that i don't see a
better future
Fed up of all the worldly
happiness..
I'll be happy when this is all
over
When i'll find myself..
Copyright © Raybam Waage | Year Posted 2014
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