CARDBOARD BOXES

What colors would my life shine
if we had not moved all the time?
In every home, I felt quite sure
my bedroom walls felt me there;
as eyelids sighting proof I had lived,
they'd hold my poetry in their care.

Then would come the cardboard boxes that unlike walls, did hold my life's causes. Past walls of white, yellow, blue and pink all smeared into my poem’s blood-dried ink. If one paint coats those who belong, whose presence is community strong, whose roots hold, growing ever long, then such paint has never brushed my song. I’m a chameleon, reborn with each move, showing colors only the lonely may choose. I am one all may lovingly embrace until I move and they forget my face.
My hometown is painted ‘no place.’ My paint presence does not a reunion rate, none of my three high schools sent me dates. I know not the paint of a lifelong friend’s face. My paint is cardboard box true brown .. my family moved it from town to town.
I grew up long ago, an adult raised invisible, shaded with poetry, lifelong indispensable. One can move paint, even revise it, but unlike me, not all can improvise it.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Dietrich Avatar
October 17, 2025 at 12:12 PM
Awesome, Caycay. A fave!
Burdon Avatar
October 27, 2018 at 8:39 AM
Hometown painted no place..damn Metaphor magic
Marcum Wong Avatar
October 16, 2018 at 2:45 AM
I can really relate to this poem CayCay. We moved 15 times before I finished high school. One of my favorite lines in this remarkable poem is "Past walls of white, yellow, blue and pink all smear into my poem’s blood ink." I loved it CayCay! : )
Pigeon Tart Avatar
October 13, 2018 at 7:41 AM
Poignant penning CayCay, lovely writ and original, my best to you in the contest! :)) xomo
Callus Avatar
October 13, 2018 at 7:34 AM
Having the ability to improvise 'paint' does not belong to everyone, CayCay! Yet, your pen proves that you are capable of that. Sometimes we find ourselves floating in colours not all of our own making ... often regulated or influenced by others, but the final choice of colour is usually ours. ~ Warm regards // paul
Green Avatar
October 12, 2018 at 1:47 PM
This is beautiful and it carries a heavy weight from what I read. This really seems deeply personal and it is so well written that it should do very well in the contest.
Godwin Avatar
October 12, 2018 at 2:07 PM
It is personal and it does go deep as I meant every word. Even now, when people ask me where I'm from, I make unintelligible sounds, floundering to answer (should just say, 'army brat' rather than trying to answer). It is me and I wouldn't change a move. As always, thanks for your paint ... CayCay
Sharp Avatar
October 12, 2018 at 1:28 PM
Deeply personal, and bravely expressed. Nice write.
Godwin Avatar
October 12, 2018 at 2:10 PM
Don't know that I've ever been called brave before so I'll take that, k? Yes, personal, personally my upbringing and though I struggled to BE, I wouldn't change a thing as it all serves a purpose, I think, in everyone's case. I feel spoiled, two visits / one day, and more poetry hugs ... CayCay
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