Can'T Cry Anymore

I can't cry anymore
                               And being scorned
                               And have my feelings be torn
                               If you want to go
                               I will not stop you so
                               This guilt and blame sucks
                               That i feel like i've been hit by a truck
                                Yet the tears have fell
                                That you sure can tell
                                But tonight i sleep alone
                                At my home
                                I tell myself theres better days
                                But once they go good they turn out gray
                                It's hard to forgive and forget
                                That it's like making a bet
                                 I don't like things being done behind my back
                                 That it feels like i'm not on track
                                 The lies hurt
                                 That i think it's being a jerk
                                 Can't cry anymore
                                 That i think things should be warned
                                  Now the night is quiet
                                  Almost like a change in climate
                                  I need to sleep
                                  Before i'm down to deep
                                  Tomorrow will come and go
                                  As my life is put on hold
                                  I don't deserve this
                                  That maybe you will miss
                                  Walk away or stay
                                  Is hard in so many ways
                                  I need strength to keep going
                                  With or without anyone knowing
                                  Maybe theres a happy life out there
                                  For me somewhere
                                  As i stare into the air
                                  Can't cry anymore
                                  As i shut the door
Copyright © | Year Posted 2007

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