Can'T Cry Anymore

I can't cry anymore And being scorned And have my feelings be torn If you want to go I will not stop you so This guilt and blame sucks That i feel like i've been hit by a truck Yet the tears have fell That you sure can tell But tonight i sleep alone At my home I tell myself theres better days But once they go good they turn out gray It's hard to forgive and forget That it's like making a bet I don't like things being done behind my back That it feels like i'm not on track The lies hurt That i think it's being a jerk Can't cry anymore That i think things should be warned Now the night is quiet Almost like a change in climate I need to sleep Before i'm down to deep Tomorrow will come and go As my life is put on hold I don't deserve this That maybe you will miss Walk away or stay Is hard in so many ways I need strength to keep going With or without anyone knowing Maybe theres a happy life out there For me somewhere As i stare into the air Can't cry anymore As i shut the door