By Myself

By myself I sit in the dark Eyes open n still looking inward toward this heart Observing this whole picture back from start Listening to knocks from skeletons that's locked They bang all day n night I on the otherside plead my plite Looking ur way Feeling ur pain Try shooing way the insects of dismay For the moment anyway Missing u much going crazy in brain I failed Ur lacking to stay Finding reasons In everything Becuz of the relentless pain The easily recognizable disdain Thru out the day n night will be the same By myself In mental n physical frame Heart beating faster than an addiction to nicotine Missing the feeling of ur head on my chest as u lay Hand tucked under my side n u soft snoring away But I'm optimistic only at ur way Even now I still remain Praying for strength Wisdom for actions n serenity sent ur way I'll hide the fact that I cry inside Let it out when I'm by myself Chill, always trying to help the uff out Give u ur time ur space Negative words escaped ur face Only becuz of being fed up with all the drama gained Time that had been a waste I would love for u to see I'm here n ain't going nowhere Even when I'm by myself I don't care I'll pray n wait becuz I'm still here n u will again see the love......Peace