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But Not Today

Hers, indeed, was the one missing face in his heart's gallery of intimate portraits 
                                                           ~ O Henry (from The Green Door)


I tend to trudge through life subdued
and view events through lenses blued
with Eeyore's gloomy attitude -
but not today

Most days I'm prone to wallow in
an expectation of chagrin,
I brace to take it on the chin -
but not today

Each day is bound to have its rains,
two losses for each of its gains,
a whole week's worth of aches and pains -
but not today

I've wandered through a dreary drought;
while going days or weeks without
a hearty laugh or joyous shout -
but not today

My odds of finding happiness?
  million-to-one would be my guess
    today though, clouds all acquiesce 
      to part, and let the sunshine bless
        my years-long spate of loneliness -
          I smile and struggle to repress
            these joyful tears without success
              as she says 'Yes!'

[Author's note - today, Nov 24th, marks the anniversary of the day my bride agreed to marry me... some have rightly questioned her judgment, but no one has ever questioned her love, for which I am eternally grateful]
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Marcum Wong Avatar
December 28, 2021 at 2:18 PM
What a special loving tribute this is to the lady in your life. Congratulations to both of you on your long and happy Union. I love the form you chose to write this in that made such an impact on her answer. Have a wonderful new year my friend. Blessings xxoo
Watt Avatar
June 1, 2022 at 11:31 PM
Thank you, my wonderful friend ~ John
Dietrich Avatar
December 16, 2021 at 9:11 AM
hey are you around , John? I Miss our chats!!
Watt Avatar
December 16, 2021 at 5:57 PM
Hoping to send you a soupmail in the next day or two
Pigeon Tart Avatar
December 7, 2021 at 5:47 AM
Could be the hormones, this made me teary eyed, in all the best ways. Warm fuzzies. xomo
Watt Avatar
December 7, 2021 at 10:45 PM
Mo, I get teary eyed thinking about that day too. Thank you for joining me on this journey... life would have been a lot different if not for her, that's for sure. Smiles ~ John
Dietrich Avatar
December 2, 2021 at 4:45 PM
wow, this is wonderful wonderful wonderful, John. Happy Anniversary to you both. You chose a great mate!!!
Watt Avatar
December 7, 2021 at 10:41 PM
Aw, thanks... I agree 100% (about the great mate!)
Dietrich Avatar
December 2, 2021 at 4:44 PM
oh good , a new one I am seeing. First wanted to say thanks for seeing so many of my recent posts. I know you are super busy too. So good to see my friend that I was so chatty with last year!
Watt Avatar
December 7, 2021 at 10:41 PM
Nobody does it like you, Andrea. To have read ALL my poems and still keep up with the new ones is frankly pretty amazing. Your ongoing friendship, even through the busiest times is a huge blessing for which I am grateful.
Spilchuk Avatar
December 2, 2021 at 5:36 AM
A beautiful romantic rhyme flowing with words of love expressed to a person dear to your heart. Happy anniversary with many more to follow. Take care.
Watt Avatar
December 2, 2021 at 10:14 AM
Thank you Dennis. I've been trying to pay more attention to writing about the special moments in my life, this was certainly one of the top five. Enjoy your day ~ John
Rodrigues Avatar
November 30, 2021 at 3:58 PM
A sweet write! Loneliness may come soon enough…but not today! xx
Watt Avatar
December 2, 2021 at 10:12 AM
So true Kim, thank you for the visit and kind words. Grace and peace ~ John
Baker Avatar
November 30, 2021 at 3:53 PM
A moment of a lifetime. Beautiful poem expressing the contrast between loneliness and love. I know that yes made all the difference. Blessings to both of you, here and in the hereafter. A poet friend, Bill
Watt Avatar
December 2, 2021 at 10:11 AM
You are so right, Bill, it was a moment I will never forget. When I asked, my heart and lungs stopped working until she said 'yes'. The years since have been the best years of my life, by far. Blessings ~ John
Ball Avatar
November 30, 2021 at 11:46 AM
Oh what a sweet poem of love to your beloved. Please put this on a card and give it to her as an anniversary present. Just love it and know she will treasure it always. God Bless, JB
Watt Avatar
December 2, 2021 at 10:09 AM
Judy, thank you for this great idea and for the lovely visit. Enjoy your day ~ John
Messina Avatar
November 29, 2021 at 6:49 PM
Wonderfully written, John. Belated Happy Anniversary to you and yours. Love this poem! Charlie
Watt Avatar
December 1, 2021 at 10:04 AM
Charlie, I appreciate the kind wishes and wonderful words. All my best to you ~ John
Wolf Avatar
November 29, 2021 at 5:25 PM
Sweet write, John. May you two celebrate many more anniversaries in happiness and good health! Love and Flowers, Gershon
Watt Avatar
December 1, 2021 at 10:03 AM
You are always so kind in your affirmation, Gershon. Thank you for the blessing.
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November 28, 2021 at 5:22 PM
You have so many great lines here, I can relate to feeling like Eeyore! I can feel the joy and happiness of that moment, thank you for sharing those memories~
Watt Avatar
December 1, 2021 at 10:03 AM
Thank you for sharing them with me, Sib.
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November 25, 2021 at 10:17 AM
John you made me cry with this poem -years ago in our early twenties - my now husband and I were going out together for a year and somehow both let go, no reason, 23 years later we met up and Elias proposed to me 3 weeks later, and we were married 6 months after his proposal. We were not going to lose each other again. We were both divorced when we met up on that unforgettable day, each with a wonderful son. Hugs and blessings Jennifer.
Watt Avatar
November 27, 2021 at 6:16 PM
Jenn, I really loved your response... it touched my heart. We both are blessed in a similar way, and I believe the loneliness that preceded the blessings made them all the more blest. Blessings and hugs to you, dear friend ~ John
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