Bumps

i sit here alone in the quiet no one around me to distract me yet i still cant put pen to paper i cant put what my head thinks what my heart feels and what my eyes see questions fill me head thoughts of honesty wonders if we'll ever be more then just you and me i try to close my eyes get some sleep but then i realize I've gotten in so deep so deep that you're all i think of sometimes so deep that you're all i speak of in my rhymes some time i think i would do just about anything to be with you to feel your sweet kisses on me your warms arms embrace me your beautiful lips, first kiss, touch mine these thoughts fill up my time i sit and day dream about you wondering were you could be wondering if you do to day dream about me or if i'm just crazy i write these poems almost religiously always speaking of fantasies and making "us" out of you and me but this you don't see i joke around And we laugh these are the moments i wish would never pass i hear you talk of girls not to many, just a few but it's a large enough number that i'm scared of losing you fears that one day you'll see that i'm not all that great, not all that pretty and you'll run away with another and not have a second thought about me theres this little saying i heard if you love someone you'll let them go and you let go of me and if they come back it was meant to be and i'm back just not sure you can see i wasn't sure of a lot of things that i thought to be so true but there was one thing i was certain about and it was my love for you so just remember i keep your letters and bumps along the road only make the prize ten times better!