Brokenhearted Afterthought In An Abandoned Park

the park is abandoned my heart is abandoned our fresh start is abandoned i take an honest picture of myself i never treated you the best i never treated myself the best everyday i failed the test i admit that i do not deserve her she found herself a man and left this uneducated boy behind i am proud of her and i congratulate her for she is in a better place i made her life hell by being to into myself and not supporting her at all i made her life hell by my denial of my narcissism and my lack of attentiveness to her when i see her so full of happiness and so full of love, i feel nothing but proud and nothing but happy for her i also feel personal growth because and am learning to learn and evolving to evolve one day i will get it right one day i will win the fight one day my rehabilitated heart will correctly take flight until then, happy valentines day to my broken heart this one would have been our tenth year together i guess i will celebrate with the air of the memories for like mister in that purple movie, that is all i have to lean on now