Broken

Broken _____________________ Don't you love me anymore, is it the way I look... On the inside, I still read the same even though, there's a different cover on my book. Have I really changed that much, more then you can stand because you never really touch me like you did, before the wedding band. I'm sorry that I get lonely, and stress makes me over eat but there's alot for me to do and sometimes I feel defeat. I mean, it'd be nice to be appreciated, the way you once made me feel but now it seems like memories and it makes my stomach ill. I think about your late nights at work, and you hate when I ask questions and while I'm thinking of it you're always interjecting. I went through your wallet lastnight, checked your phone while you were sleeping there's numbers there i've never seen I know where is this leading... How can you get mad at me, I've been the one here trying you're the who's in the wrong with your betrayal and lying. If you wanna know the truth, you've went through changes too but that never mattered to me the way it did to you. But now I know i'm better off, you taught me a real good lesson that a real "Man" is worth finding and you are worth forgetting. So thank you for all the wasted time, all the time it took to see that it was you all along it really wasn't me. Don't worry about the boys, they'll turn out to be good men who know a womans worth and her heart within. They will treat her as their partner, be her lover and best friend and no matter how life brings changes they'll be there till the end. Well, I really must be going now, there's nothing left to say or do just know, it's my turn to be happy and that doesn't include you. 5/22/14- Jessica Thompson