Bringing More To the Table

Believing is nothing but hate, Love is only late, Feeling nothing but this, Sure makes me miss, I hate waking up with no one there, No one to even care, I sit by myself, with no love or wealth, I'm nothing is what people say Day after Day, I'm done wiping away my tears, Hiding from my fears, My heart is stabled and taped together, This won't last forever, This is what I've become, Yet you still act like I'm dumb, I see the hurt in my eyes, I tell myself lies, I'm left in darkness and the cold, With no one here to hold, As it all fades my heart breaks, Is that all it takes, My life has been so short, Several time in court I've seen so much, I've felt a gentle touch, i have so much to tell but no one to listen, Yet my face glistens, School is just like home-hell, Sometimes i just want to yell, My father isn't around, My mother makes me frown, My siblings don't care, Atleast my grandma's there, Two more hours till I rest, I know i'm not the best, Not even i know my heart, It's just so ripped apart!