Breakthrough

O Lord help me to understand even tho perfection is what I seek I could never be like thee...yeah, I was beautifully made but I got limitations you beseech me naw, I beseech you search my heart you'll find it belongs to you I long for you cuz sometimes I feel so outta touch, I spent so many days in the flesh I feel addicted to the lust...of this world and @ times I feel like I'll never find a girl who gets me, I could never find a love like yourz evidently but you took my rib and lately I been so lonely so I'm just waiting for you to reunite us back together so in you we can live in holy matrimony... I understand I'm finite, there's no such thing as a perfect Christian, I understand my sins are forgiven but still I'm a wretched man hear my cry O Lord I know that you're listening, I struggle wit submission like Adam & Eve...I struggle to love my brethen like Cain & Abel give me a new heart cuz this one aint stable. my mind is losing it, I'm so afraid to make a mistake so when I grieve the spirit I hang my head low because I doubt anyone can relate to me. Psalms 51 Lord break and restore me, no...kill me but resurrect you, because If I'm seeking the kingdom and all its righteousness I know truly in this world I'll have nothing to lose...