Breakdown

words can not exspress, all the pain i feel inside, fighting my demons, that i can no longer hide... i wear a mask so you dont know, all the times i sais yes, instead of no, i've tried so hard,but still i cant seem to see, ive hidden it so well ,even from me, so it doesnt show... your doing so good,just keep it up, dont give up now, your getting ahead, but as many times that i have tried, but only for me, drugs it lead... i cant exsplain these emotions, i no whats right an wrong, but again time after time, i keep singing the same ol song... i have so much to live for, everything except for me, maybe it will be worth it, i dont know we'' have to see.... dont give up now, your almost there, keep your head up high, an let there be no more despair... im feeling like a failure, no future is in my sight, dont know why i keep on trying, or even putting up a fight.... its not worth it,an i dont care, i'll see you now an again, i dont know, maybe ,we'll see, for now im gonna stay with my friend.... it knows how i feel, and how to make me feel better, it calms me down, thats why im writing this letter....