Brain Vs Heart

The state I'm in I can't explain It is like my heart and brain Are fighting and can't agree My heart wants to be good and kind Leaving love others can find But my brain is saying "that's enough" It's time to get really tough I don't want a heart untrue Making other people blue I try to be good and nice But it's coming at a price When my brain is showing me How sometimes humanity Can push and shove until I Am about to have a cry This dilemmas about to tangle Me up in knots until I dangle Over a cliff of pure emotions I need to come up with a notion How I can bring myself together These feelings will bring stormy weather If I can't find a solution Finally seeing a conclusion To this feeling of dread Forming in my heart and head This inner struggles tearing me Right in two till I can't see Any way out of this I'm just tryna find some bliss Making tow parts work it out I'm about to really shout I want to give love each day But then someone finds a way To deflate my caring bubble Releasing all sorts of trouble As i finally snap because Anger starts to loudly buzz In my head blocking the sound Of my heart, it can't be found Pushing back on people who Made my evil side come through