Bottom of My Soul

A million dollars couldn't save my soul.
My life is out of control.
I'm searching for your healing, begging for salvation.
Gathering up my rubble to build a new foundation.
I have faith and I have strength but I still don't know if I have what it takes.
I'm stumbling through life, constantly haunted by my past mistakes.
My soul is a prisoner locked in an empty cage, often visitited by torment and rage.
Lord I know you hear my cries, see the desperation in my eyes.
The world has warped and transformed me into someone I don't recognize.
So much hate and suffering all around, joy and peace are seldom found.
I try to seek you everyday but somehow I'm always led astray.
Take me as I am, help me to understand.
Everything is possible through you I know, there's nothing I will face that I can't get through.
When I'm deep in the darkness and I can't find the light, I need you to help me shine bright. I become overwhelmed with anger and fright. I feel so alone and often give in, to my shallow self that never can win. I make bad decisions and indulge in my sin.
Take over my life and be my guide, I will no longer cower and hide.
I'm asking you to lead the way, all my trust is in you. My heart is yours broken, scarred, and pure. I have a sickness only you can cure.
I'm nothing without you, I haven't got a clue. I don't want a choice, you are my voice.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017


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Date: 12/3/2017 11:00:00 AM
A wonderful conversation with God...All the best Julie
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Date: 12/3/2017 9:23:00 AM
A very beautiful written poem, it was so nice that it truly touch my heart, believe me no matter what we do, how bad we are, God always love us, you just need to acknowledge that you did wrong and ask for forgiveness, and He ll forgive you, no matter how many sins you ve,and never think He didn t listen to you, for surely He s help will be on the way, a very nice write, welcome to poetry soup and yeah I also have similar poems, find time to read them
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