Blood Stained Chalice

Swimming in a pool of blood-
Baptized in my own sins. 

Dancing with my demons
Almost as though we were friends. 

Soaking in my misery- 
And I cannot evade.

The memories inside of me -
That I relive every day. 

I've tried to understand.
Why I deserved the wrath of rage.

Or why I had to suffer-
By the hands of the deranged. 

No matter what I've done- 
(to) erase these visions in my mind.

They leech off of my soul - 
And they don't leave much life behind.

I try to carve the voices out-
Which buzz inside my skull.

But then they all pour out-
And overflow my cup, so full. 

And then without a second thought-
I'll drink that full cup down. 

And then the voices, yet again -
Replace silence, with their sound.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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