Blind Spot




I am afraid
of becoming someone
who has no fear

A robotic anomaly ...
given a self-awareness blind spot
Possessing a third eye,
which moves oblivious upon 
the treacherous waves of the Twin See

Sailing thru life
with a Titanic attitude
Not seeing the dangers adrift

Invulnerable feelings have no heart radar
to detect 
the iceberg hurt intentions
that lurk
beneath the frozen smile surface

Hard, unspoken thoughts floating ... 
bobbing and weaving
in choppy, open social spaces 
of icy deep, indigo compassion

Approaching Cape Fear,
insincere trouble is looming near
Have to terminate the distrust,
make the cloudy conscience clear

Eye contact is on a course collide;
the more data shared,
the more secrets lip firewalls hide

Buoyant expectations
flood all of the hormonal decks below
Taking on a rush of opposite gender water,
accusing cries echo drown my ears
Another relationship capsized,
pierced by an immovable issue ice floe

Unable to feel any pain,
made it so wet easy to let go
Be at peace with the tragic failing;
soul flailing,
heavy disappointment sinking
 
But a rescue figure in a love lifeboat
wasn’t scared to dive in
With Sarah Connors eyes 
Arctic gaze peering
thru the murky, emotional depths
So unafraid 
of the desires forming

Reaching out, 
I fear for the first time — 
Inside of me,
is there anything human left ...
for her to grab hold onto?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Guzzi Avatar
July 12, 2018 at 7:48 PM
Boy, Teppo's right very deep!And I liked the ending! Thanks for reading my verses! Light & Love
Man Avatar
July 9, 2018 at 6:06 PM
Hi Freddie.. Another day, another airport. So how do I fight the long sit and wait? Your incredible write of course! You made my delay sing with your creativity!! Come see me if you get a chance.. I'm releasing a secret!
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July 9, 2018 at 2:55 PM
Life certainly can leave one feeling numb after awhile. The constant barrage from the media desensitizes us all. my advice is to follow your heart. Deep write, Freddie.
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