Black Out

Oh my im so tired, frustraed, confuse drained of all energy heart frozen,but my mind still amused. It's been so long since i felt a heavyness on my body holding me still while my blood rushes warmly inside me. Who are you? Why are you here? Why do you seem to say things that penatrate my ear. Clouds blue, sun Yellow raised angel/but already born devil (Fact or Fiction) Nites dark, days full of of light taught peace, but only learned fight (Fact or Fiction) Trees tall in the fall leaves flying from the breeze atmosphere at ease,please relieve these tears that pours like a poor man's needs (Fact or Fiction) I want to be what i am not! i want to shout what lifes about! hurt, pain,lies, pills alcohol addiction, and pilled up bills. Jelously,envy.depression, stressing false impressions,that make you feel less then panic attacks that come unwanted only in the mind,but dam they are haunting I have no idea whats going on jus went from one subject to another not knowing if i belong on this earth that i walk upon that feels my feet with wicked dirt(Oh my GOD Fact or Fiction) Closings my eyes, sleep is overbearing my life, right now ambiem taking its toll my eyes start to roll (Fact or Fiction) and did i spell frustread wrong,because im very confuse right now?