Bildungsroman


"Bildungsroman" 

childish things 
become children
the sweetness 
leaves them 
when the dream
in reality leaves them
to walk hand in hand
with the nightmare
of what becomes 
us as adults

protagonists are 
sometimes heroes
sometimes villains
inside us all dwells
a versatile shadow

we save ourselves
by extracting 
the unwanted
familial 
in our marrow

antagonists 
challenge the 
villain in our heroes

we are torn in two
walking down 
the middle path
a territorial line 
safe and blunt

drawn from 
the grey of 
sharp black being
and null white seeing
dull dotted lines

wanting erasure

signatures
we are footprints
walking out 
all our contracts
time stipulated, then 

broken 
for better or 
worse

driven to Bildungsroman 
a complacent district
insouciant
no longer kicking
and screaming 

tokens passed 
between malleable 
lips, minds slipping 
softly 
marshmallow

into the long kiss
good night

children again,
dreaming 
becomes us

(LadyLabyrinth / 2022)

"A Dream About You" / Airshade, Dreamscape
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October 21, 2022 at 1:21 AM
gvlm. Xx
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October 21, 2022 at 2:08 AM
https://phil-williams.co.uk/all-shirley-jackson-books-reviewed/
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October 21, 2022 at 1:21 AM
"Hangsaman" 10/10; "We Have Always Lived in the Castle" 10/10; "Bird's Nest" 10/10. My picks, which I have read. Xx
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October 20, 2022 at 4:55 PM
“You might never find your way back : Shirley Jackson’s “Hangsaman”. ”/ Nicholas Rombes, 2013.
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October 20, 2022 at 5:01 PM
https://therumpus.net/2013/07/12/you-might-never-find-your-way-back-shirley-jacksons-hangsaman/
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October 20, 2022 at 4:55 PM
The Lottery
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October 20, 2022 at 5:00 PM
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Lottery
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October 20, 2022 at 4:55 PM
Hangsaman
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October 20, 2022 at 4:59 PM
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hangsaman
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October 20, 2022 at 4:55 PM
Shirley Jackson, Author. Bio
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October 20, 2022 at 4:59 PM
https://www.gale.com/intl/databases-explored/literature/shirley-jackson
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October 20, 2022 at 4:55 PM
"Hangsaman”, Shirley Jackson, Novel, 1951.
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October 20, 2022 at 4:58 PM
Unable to locate a free e-book link for those who are interested in reading. Available on Sound Cloud, for free, but not the same impact as 'reading'. Purchasable on line.
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October 20, 2022 at 4:55 PM
“The Lottery”, Shirley Jackson, Short Story, 1948, The New Yorker
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October 20, 2022 at 4:57 PM
https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/1948/06/26/the-lottery
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October 20, 2022 at 4:55 PM
Other examples of Bildungsroman include: “Jayne Eyre”, Charlotte Bronte; “Great Expectations”, Charles Dickens; “The Catcher in the Rye”, J.D. Salinger; “To Kill a Mockingbird”, Harper Lee.
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October 20, 2022 at 4:55 PM
I was inspired to write this poem after reading, “Hangsaman” by Shirley Jackson, an American novelist.I then watched the 2020 movie(more centred around the process of Jackson's writing the novel).It made me consider our ‘Life Journey’ overall. I was then inspired to read Jackson’s short story, “The Lottery”. “Hangsaman” is a coming of age story (female), a best seller, written by Jackson in the ‘50s, but relevant to today’s journey. After contemplation, I considered, we are all on that Bildungsroman Road, in some way (male, and female), and the coming of age is staggered. “The Lottery” written in 1948 as a short story published in The New Yorker, is a corker. It is relevant to bullying, and to the depths of visciousness/ruthlessness a society will fall in general. In short, scapegoating and mob mentality. I was unable to locate free ebook link for “Hangsman”, but purchasable on line. “The Lottery” a short story by Jackson, published in The New Yorker in 1948 (link in comments).
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October 20, 2022 at 5:20 PM
Many will best know Jackson’s story, “The Haunting of Hill House”.
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October 20, 2022 at 4:56 PM
In all, reading Jackson, and further research of Jackson, made me contemplate my own life and the literature term, Bildungsroman. I have written this poem with Jackson’s stories in heart and my thoughts on life, in mind. Yes, there are some wonderful poets and writers out there. As well as within the PS site. Much can be learned by reading the stories/lives of others (writers, poets, or not). It is an avid addiction of mine, to understand others (including writers, poets, artists), perhaps to increase levels of empathy to a higher dimension, rather than tearing peers to shreds in a pack, like a feeding frenzy of blood thirsty sharks. But then, when one considers that scene, it is in fact, the way of ‘critics’ in most societies. Perhaps it is the reptilian mindset we all harbour, to survive as the fittest. I can feel a horror story coming on. Halloween and the persecution of witches approaches.
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October 20, 2022 at 4:54 PM
Classic books you should read: Shirley Jackson’s ‘Hangsaman’. Review/Demetrios Mammas Aug 9, 2021/The Emory Wheel
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October 20, 2022 at 5:03 PM
https://emorywheel.com/classic-books-you-should-read-shirley-jacksons-hangsaman/
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October 20, 2022 at 4:54 PM
“I Mean, It’s Not Anything Serious, Ever, Is It? : Predatory Teacher-Student Relationships in Shirley Jackson’s “Let Me Tell You” and “Hangsaman”. / Research Article, Brittany Speller, Oct 2020.
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October 20, 2022 at 5:02 PM
https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.1080/00497878.2020.1822841?cookieSet=1
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October 20, 2022 at 4:54 PM
“The Essential Self of Natalie Waite in Hangsaman by Shirley Jackson”/ Abstract, Susan J. Behrens
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October 20, 2022 at 5:01 PM
https://ans-names.pitt.edu/ans/article/view/2244
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October 20, 2022 at 8:08 AM
Lost innocence, sometimes rekindled but I fear mostly not
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October 20, 2022 at 5:04 PM
is that what it's about? but you do make your point. Thank you. My thoughts above.
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October 20, 2022 at 6:32 AM
Love this! My favorite is "antagonists challenge the villain in our heroes"
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October 20, 2022 at 5:05 PM
Thanks Becky. Love that you love. My thought process behind it in links above. xx
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