Bi-Polar

It's starting to get hazy, feeling a little bit crazy. Everything is starting to spin but this is a fight I can win. Will this always be? These emotions plaguing me. Do I smile or frown? It goes up and down. If not real mad then just super sad. I just want to cry, maybe even die. It's killing my soul, really taking a toll. I need to find my way. Don't want these feelings to stay. To these feelings I say goodbye. To beat this I will try. To God I pray, make this go away. Let the darkness end, help will you please send. Please let me get through it, I know I can do it!