Beyond Repair

All those years, All those years of loving her,trying to take the best care of her that I could. Maybe I tried to hard,maybe it was my fault, Maybe I loved her to much,is there such a thing? My mind all tied in knots, My heart feels like it's on fire. No doctor or pill can ease the feelings that rage inside me. The trust,the love,the devotion that I had for her shattered in a heartbeat. Don't know if I should hate her or love her more, I feel used,hurt,destroyed, Like an old machine. I feel like my heart is..... Beyond repair.