Betrayed

you say you are my friend one who will be there until the end you say are friendship will last but it is going no where fast i tell you my secrets, i tell you my fears talking to you bit of myself disappears it is like you are trying to change me as if i am not good enough for you to see you to me where like my brother who told our secrets to one another bullied each other and pulled pranks rating our friends at different ranks told my secrets out my deep despair you don't know i much i wanted you to be there build me up then broke my trust over some new to lust betrayed hurt and confused alone anger and feeling used bitter revenge fills my heart refining all the tender art. Humiliated, annoyed for my faith in you unforgiven for what is now not true ruined a friendship destroyed my life some things can't be taken in it's strife how could you do that to me some things that wont let be heartache with each time you phone i guess i was mean't to be on my own