Betrayal

What I feel inside sometimes is hard to hide you can read it all over my face I don't know why you have to ask other people none of them know how I feel it should just be me and you the fact that we need people to intervene is just another reason why this can't be I feel you, you say you have a lot going on the way you make me feel it won't go away anytime soon but sometimes I wish it would so I wouldn't feel so incomplete So I wouldn't feel so betrayed so I wouldn't feel so confused why do I have to feel this way? We came to a mutal decision stress took over our relationship and ended it that's just how it goes But I still don't get why everyone knows why they feel they should put their two sense in it's none of their business and that makes me pissed to a point where I feel like i'm drowning why couldn't you just tell me? Honestly I would have listened. If you said you don't want to be together I said ok and i'm fine with it if you must know I do need you and I do care the world gets even more complicated with out you there to make me smile. But I understand. A lot of things are to blame. I just wish everyone would stay out of it So I can't help feeling betrayed.