Below the Horizon - Shallow Shame

Agony be to society's demise Labels are for fools, not for the wise Play the familiar tune of in-unison serenity Fatality won't come any time soon, thankfully... Homeless people were on the news not to long ago...I weep in anguish... I'm tattered and torn in long-term grief because why is society so heartless and selfish? You fill in the gaps Unwrap the poetic raps Of my sold-my-soul-to-the-angel-of-light words I suppose I was born a maniac fool, a mindless talker - sucks to be me right now...don't be an intimidating mocker I guess I wasn't meant to be a deep thinker...more like a Walking Dead walker A sorrowful sinker...brilliantly lame and I can't be tame A shallow thinker...that's a mighty shame that you play me like a game Intimate family surrounds me Immediately, I feel comfort in vain Make up the loss of your motivation A brainwashed worker, getting paid minimum wage...reduced to happy, mishap-made frustration Glide into me...glee without ends Pilgrim inside the ship of my friends Happily ever ending never happened in the first place The end is the beginning of trouble before my face... I guess I was a disgrace... An expired grace without a trace Under the surface of impatient waiting Below the horizon of senseless debating I hate it when people brag I hate it when he rubs all his successes in my face I'm a wet, useless rag and I'm a computer that lags...I'm a worthless paper bag, left in the kitchen for what seems like decades of no-use times...life is a game of tag I feel like you bred me with disgrace - you're the wild hog on your motorcycle...you zoomed off and I'm trying to keep pace with my heart beats...our love relationship was, all along, a competitive race Swallow your pride I'm going through a bipolar ride Darkness swallows me like a dark tide Step inside of the devil in my eyes...there, you'll find I wasn't the angel you laid eyes on...there's no where to hide the monster inside that's attacking what's in the outside... Of... Me... Shame embraced me...you were a lost opportunity and a priceless possibility Where's the will to soar to pleasant lands? Name of fame wasn't meant for me possibly...unfortunately... Where do I land? In isolated islands? Is there a cure for loneliness? Am I cute when I feel acute misgivings? Why am I as enraged as Hulk? Why is you and I this miserable mess? I'm angry because you rejected my helping hand...I'm depressed, but I wear the mask of mere cheer...I smile because I'm slightly happy...I'm glad I'm not in your shoes of sulk... Too many times I bled out regret for you The hideous beautiful - you'll see it dimming anew Rape me with rue and plant your seed in my mind's eye Don't saturate me with your hatred and dread...feeding off of the debris of my loveless flu Woke up with a headache I am caked with the sand of your lament lake Circle around me, shadows of the sun Native American blood was shed here...the arrow of ancient time pierced me in the heart - so, put down your gun I bit the bullet...you bite the bullet...have you met your end, debt? My joy jets fly on by below the horizon A good day to live and let die all of the sorrow and regret You don't see me cry above under you like the dusk dawn Bring me to heaven Sad Raven, why so dark blue? Below the horizon Sink in my words above your skin surface...find my other shoe... Don't walk away I'm a rain, transforming into a sunny day I'm afraid everyday I sit down and obey Masterbating to the fact that you have hurt me emotionally and sexually You fed me inner illumination and diseased me mentally... Now, you're running away from the reality in disguise of a fantasy I'm suffering, you cannibal that eats up human happiness to the highest degree I want freedom to get out of the chains of captivity Hell breaks loose in your hoarse voice It's a bad day in California I'm afraid...we are different shade, so watch our relationship cascade Lately, my spirits were gliding in the prairies of your long-lost dreams, leaving you no room to rejoice Rock and roll to my beat - you need an upgrade You dropped me off to school You left me with jaded love You took me as a fool You are below the horizon, dove... You aren't a seagull... All you say is bull! It's all said and done I get it - I lost and you won You and I aren't over, So don't think I'll break it off with you I am the flower and you, the clover We work together as a team to higher our self-esteem to avoid feeling blue Strive to arrive on time in my classroom of tests and tribulations I will give you a complete guide to my heart's desire - Genesises to Revelations Suave sensations move me as my soul-at-ease heart pounds in my chest of I've-tried-my-best... Say no more...holding my tongue of fire before it devours further - I was wired a weird way, so don't ruin my day...you friend and foe - or can I say pest? What are you thinking about? Are you a screaming doubt and a child's pout? I hear the downpour of your boohoo distress I ignore it rebelliously with my teenage eustress Make love to the loveless Feed the wealthy in heart Witnessed your mistakes that made you this miserable mess I know why you're tearing apart Puke out the bones of leave-me-alone's Give me faith and do it again...do it again...you're my possession and my obsession I can't disobey you this time...I'll stay loyal to you...my troll fairy, my darling devil dearie Excuse me!? Don't say a word to me about your passions, a compare and contrast theory Judge me not, though I'm an absurd human being, alone in my herd I dare you to tell me the truth about your past life - I won't spread it ear to ear (I won't spread rumors in other words) God is my shepherd and my voice will be heard...my words are of quality, not turd I'll keep a secret as long as you tell me everything that's in your diary of personal stuff...have no fear, for God is here...God's Kingdom is near, my wandering-deer dear Naturally, living in fear and peace put together...I'm not feeling all the good, but doing somewhat better Yet, God's spirit dives into me like a feather, caught in the breeze of a spiraling weather Beaten...Betrayed... Led astray...giving in to the abominations of my lustful life...a sick sin Opinions swayed... By facts, gone array and gone away by the wind of crooked doctrine