Being Used Spitefully

I don’t mean to be disrespectful, But you’ve been rather neglectful I know that I’ve been not perfect At least I know that I have intellect Listening to music in repeat… Driving me crazy to my feet… Queerly dancing around the street Merely having fun – I found it neat Sweetly singing to myself ridiculously Rapping and swinging so meticulously Rippling waters below me dance rapidly I thought you and I were free from captivity Oh, oh, oh, you’re my lost paradise in my eyes I found myself in my house…wanting to find home The truth and lies fill me up with hellos and goodbyes I am a cat, catching a mouse…wanting to simply roam Oceanic foam is on my feet… I swim and sway, sway You’re waves of doubt are overflowing with deceit I sail away, away today You make me feel incomplete So, I’m falling away from you You broke my heart into two You gave me rue too oh so true If only you knew the hate you put me through And the hatred you can’t undo And the hateful things you do So, I’m free-falling away from you You’re so cruel You aren’t cool You’re acting the fool I swim in my misery pool Regret hurts and you seem like you don’t care I’ve met up with comforts that were temporary Upset and fed up with you…life is just so unfair I’m fed up with the fact that you hurt me carelessly…spitefully…